I know it's not the same, but I'm happy to do telepresence company-keeping via Skype if that's helpful for writing. (desiringsubject and I do this sometimes while I'm traveling, to help keep one another on task.) My microphone's broken, which can make things odd, but it's what I can offer.

I hope you find ways to breathe and take care of yourself. One friend who has a hard time during December every year goes so far as to set up an actual schedule of friends who are available for support at particular times, whether by phone or in person. It seems to work well for her.